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November 29, 2023. November 29, 2023. November 29, 2023. So back on October 17th, in the very early hours, I was too tired to go out. I found that too be annoying. I hate when I wanna go out and I’m too tired too. I was gonna walk somewhere as my bike was still fucked up. I just ended up editing some woodworking videos I had made years ago of me building this glass top coffee table. I eventually went to sleep as clip champ was loading so that my videos could be made into one. When I woke up, I was thinking about how I wish I had went out. That day, I called and called and called the number too the ridgid tool brand so I could finally get a replacement part for my table saw. The o e m wheel. A bitch finally picks up and she tried to transfer me. Bitch had a fucking attitude as well I ended up taking off the o e m wheel from the spindle like axis too. From the height adjustment thing. That day, I started woodworking and my math was mathing that day Meaning, I was figuring out what sizes wood pieces had too be, in a reasonable amount of time or even in a quick amount of time. I also texted lil bro that day and told him I gotta get too the hardware store. I continued to woodwork after sending him that message. He later came to me and said he’s leaving in 30 minutes. He reminds me to walk the dog before we leave. I soon ended up walking the dog. After that, I went to fill up a pot with warm water, so that I could dip my head upside down in the pot too get all my hair wet at once I took the pot of water too the bathroom and when I dipped my head, some water got into my nose and I swear too god, I fucking hate that shit I had to sneeze the rest of the water out after I stood up. I looked in the mirror and decided I was keeping my hair and not cutting it off. I poured the rest of the water over my head at the sink. I picked out my hair and combed my beard. I then went on the pc and lil bro later came to my room, annoyed. When we headed out, I had forgot to bring the receipt to ask about what I thought was a refund that the hardware store was supposed to give me. Lil bro drove me too the hardware store and I ended up buying two yellow earplugs. Ones with the blue cord attached. I had asked the guy at the register if they’re reusable and all he tells me is that he wouldn’t let anyone else use them. No shit dumbass Even if they are reusable you stupid fuck Dumbass I headed out the fucking store and lil bro drove me to mom’s. I went inside and mom seemed to just be waking up or something. She gave me the money for a haircut and lil bro had set an appointment for me to get a haircut. I just told mom I was getting a shape up instead. I mean, I wanted to keep my hair. Mom flipped out a bit and stuff. Which is a bit crazy, cause it’s my hair. She don’t really like when it’s not picked and stuff, but man look, I ain’t been feeling like picking my hair. But I truly should be putting in work for myself everyday for real. Like, I gotta get better. I went outside and too the car. Lil bro and I get back on the road. I’ve also been depressed and shit bruh. Y’all know how my shitty life be Try so hard too get what I want and almost never get what I want. Stupid shit like that. So on top of that, mom calls lil bro and wanted to speak to me. Her phone already was coming through the car. So she was on speaker. Mom starts tripping, talking about how I never comb my hair, that it just needs too get cut off. Basically talking fucking crazy too me I ain’t no fuckass kid bruh I told lil bro too hang up the phone. He said he couldn’t just hang up on mom. That that’s disrespectful. Mom talking bout I just wanna be difficult for no reason, blah blah blah. When she hangs up, lil bro and I talk for a bit. I flipped out a bit and said how I don’t know who the fuck she think she talking too. I told lil bro that I ain’t been picking my hair out because of how I don’t like the direction of how my life went. I also mentioned that I have that attitude to where I’m just like, Fuck it, I don’t care about my hair That fuck life type of attitude in a way It feels like I’m just breathing and eating too survive and I’m not truly happy with my life right now bruh I kind of hate it It’s like I’m not really living, just surviving Like I’m just in a hole man. So I’m just like, I ain’t got the energy or mood too kinda pull myself out It’s not that easy to just get better I’m a very strong person mentally, at least I was I tried making my life better It just won’t budge Me tryna make my life better too me, means getting more pussy and money Too achieve this, I’ve broken into many cars, tried robbing some escorts and only robbed one, scammed many people, biked out too cut off a catalytic converter but the shit broke down, tried advertising my tables on Facebook for a decent amount of sales, etc. These have all been a means too getting some money A decent amount at least Life’s just a stupid bitch Doing all these things, still hasn’t really brought me a really good chunk of money. Like, not one scam made me 1000 or more. Also, Facebook had restricted my account to where I can’t message people back who’ve messaged me about the LG tv I had listed Niggas wasn’t hitting me up nearly as much as then for that fucking tv before When I can’t reply too messages, now I start getting people who wanna buy the fucking tv Mad dumb So yeah. Lil bro thought I just have a discipline issue and that’s why I don’t pick my hair everyday. That’s not it man I told lil bro that I just gotta build myself up and that nobody could truly do that for me. That it seems like mom is just kicking me when I’m already down I’m not anywhere near, not even close, too where I could be in life man Lil bro talks about how people do the things they like too lift themselves up. Working out, drawing, journaling, bike riding. Just hobbies that they like and that’s peaceful too them. Lil bro said that dickhead and yeah, that’s that nigga nickname for not driving off two years back when lil bro got in that beef anyway he said this guy smokes weed a lot and is depressed himself. Anyhow, I went into the barber and ended up getting a shape up. And I don’t like this Asian nigga This time, he seemed like he rushed me and didn’t do much of a good job. I just paid him and almost walked out without paying. I fucking should’ve I left after paying him. I connected too some wifi and texted lil bro saying I was ready. Some other Asian nigga who was older, kept walking up and down the block. I ended up crossing the street too this Spanish store. I went in and soon came out. I walked back across the street and lil bro soon arrived. He parked by the Spanish store, so I crossed the street again and walked up too the car. Someone was in the front. Jaden from our school, hopped out the car and dapped me up. I knew now, that lil bro was probably going to look for that guy he wanted to fight. The Spanish dude in the front, was nester. Also went too our school. The one who beat the murder case. He ended up stabbing a kid over two years ago who didn’t make it. He got in the back and I got in the front. Lil bro and Jaden agreed to drive too Gold’s gym in wappingers. We ended up arriving at the gym before Jaden and riding around a bit.