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November 28, 2023. part 2. That’s how my luck feels a lot of times. Like some unfortunate bullshit !! It’s like what works for others, will not work for me. I always gotta think of other ways too get what the hell I want !! Just like me wanting too cut off catalytic converters and breaking into cars. I used to sell mad tables, now, hardly any at all !! Crazy. I’ve tried so many ways too sell my handmade furniture so that I could fucking be self sufficient !! I ain’t always in a bad mood for no reason !! I swear too god !! I just want simple things and can’t even seem too fucking get that !! It’s just reetarded too me !! Life be having me feel like sandman from spiderman when he first tried too stand. He can’t really stand the fuck up !! It’s almost like no matter what the fuck I do, I’m at square one !! Good or bad !! That’s what gets me angry as hell. Feels like nothing I could do bruh !! Life just won’t let me make it bruh !! At least right now. I could sort of see why rappers would get murdered and robbed bruh. Anyway, I checked my Facebook messages that day and also went back out too work on my god damn bike !! I finally ended up getting the stuck piece of bottom bracket off. Finally !! God fuck !! I took out the new bottom brackets. I then put one bottom bracket on, but the other wouldn’t go on !! I tried for hours too get it on man !! The threads inside the bike where that bottom bracket was, was stripped. I would later find this out. So fucking stupid !! Lil bro also had told me he was riding around with some friends too pull up on this guy at the gym, too fight him. The guy’s bitch stirred the pot and made lil bro want too fight the dude again. This the same guy he fought like a couple years ago and I was there. And when some pussy niggas tried jumping him, but I jumped in and started swinging. I was only hitting they arms tho as lil bro and I was in this car. One of lil bro's friend's car. I was waiting too ride around with lil bro and his friends while dealing with the new bottom brackets. Lil bro never really came too me, but I did see a car at the mail box at one point. I was gonna walk down there, but wasn’t too sure if that was the pick up guy. I had texted lil bro too confirm and he never replied. He ended up leaving me actually. Crazy. I ended up gorilla gluing the bottom bracket that wouldn’t go in, into the bike frame. I banged the shit in with the hammer and clamped it. The clamp kept falling off. I later broke the chain too add more links too it since I found out that for a bigger chainring, you should increase the links a bit. The new crankset I had ordered was around 175 millimeters and had 48 teeths on the biggest chainring. The original was 170 millimeters and had 42 teeth’s on the biggest chainring !! So yeah. I called the bike store near me and asked if they sell the chain link. Part that connects the chain. I called when it was too late too walk there. I knew that by the time I would arrive, the place would be closed. Great !! Another day to wait and the bike not be done !! So fucking annoying !! I hate waiting for shit !! I feel like I been waiting for shit just about my whole life !! I’d rather work and know that the reward is coming man !! A bit later, I had me a blueberry muffin top. Pops and I later talked about me getting on the plane too head down south too visit my ahjubona. One of my guides in the religion. He talks about how he found it disrespectful that I didn’t tell him my plans of going down there. Which barely made sense to me. My intent wasn’t too disrespect him. I just be thinking like, oh I’ll just tell him I need to get too the airport a week prior. For some reason, his dumbass insecurities look at it as being sneaky.